Day 30 of the 30 Day Challenge

 Day 30- A picture of someone you miss.

Is it really my last post for the 30 day Challenge? Sad. Well Someone I miss... Its definitely this girl. My beautiful, smart, giving, funny Best Friend, Jenni!!! Can I just say that it TOTALLY sucks having your best friend live in another state?! She has been out of my life for far too long now. Our friendship was basically made the day she was born. She was born two days after me, in the SAME hospital. I'm pretty sure we were BFFs in the nursery! ;) But we have known eachother for what is it, 18 some years. Man that is crazy to say. And who keeps friends that long? This girl has seen me at my lowest and highest of times. There isn't any event in my life that she hasn't be involved in or known about. She was the first person I called when my parents were in the accident. I still feel horrible for waking you up in the wee hours of the night, but my point is that she has and always will be that person that I can go to for anything. When I think of my childhood she is in every memory. Playing barbies, dolls, lemonade stands, making videos and documentaries, taco bell runs, oh man, so many amazing memories. My favorite thing is when we get together its as if there has been no time in between us. We pick up right where we left off and talk, giggle, and have the best times! I am so blessed to have you in my life Jenni. I honestly cant imagine it without you. I love you Double J and I am SOOOO excited we get to spend the WHOLE entire summer TOGETHER! Its gonna be just like the good ol' days. LOVE YOU best friend.

PS I LOVE LOVE LOVE her family too! They are the best!

Day 29 of the 30 Day Challenge

day29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

THIS LITTLE GIRL CAN ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE.

This is my Aunt Lana and Uncle David's 3rd child Little Miss Lily Mae. (She FINALLY got her little girl) She is such a sweetheart. She hardly ever cries. She is just so smiley and chit chatty. She melts my heart. I am so scared to have babies in the future because I am pretty sure they wont even come close to being as cute as this little one. (I promise

, I love ALL my cousins the same, but something about this little one gets me!!!!!!!!!)

This is lily with her big brothers Carson (Batman) and Vinnie :) These boys are so good with their sister.

A better picture of what the real batman (Carson) looks like with his sis!

Lily snuggles are my favorite

I Love her, can you tell?

Day 28 of the 30 Day Challenge

day28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

I am so scared of the dark and whats in it. Every time I get out of my car late at night by myself I always feel that someone is watching me so I race to the door as fast as I can. I have always had such fear of being kidnapped and never being found. Yes, I know this can happen in day light too, but the dark just freaks me out. I constantly think of that sweet little boy that has gone missing Kyron or Brook Wilberger. It hurts my heart and I hate that happens to such innocent people. Nobody deserves that, nobody. I pray that I or anyone else in this world never has to go through this. Its so sick  and disturbing that people can do this to others. Sadly, its reality.

Day 27 of the 30 Day Challenge

Day 27: A picture of yourself and a family member.

This is my older sister Hayley. Growing up we had the normal sisterly bond. We played barbies and dolls non stop and thought that's all that mattered. As she got into middle school she was too cool for school and stop playing barbies with me. RUDE! Then came the day when we would steal each others clothes for school and the fists would come out. We kinda liked to wrestle each other, no joke. I always won, haha. We took clothes very seriously and weren't into sharing very much. I remember hiding her clothes then putting them on when she would leave for school... hahaha gotta love little sisters right? As we have both grown and matured we are each others best friends and have such a great bond with each other. I love you Hayley and I am so grateful God gave me a sister who is my best friend... I cant imagine life without my older sist :) xoxo

Day 26 of the 30 Day Challenge

 Day 26: A picture of something that means alot to you.

FAMILY

My family means everything to me. I have been so blessed to be brought up with such a large, loving family. There is 25 of us that get together for EVERY single birthday, duck football game, every holiday, everyones sporting events, sunriver and camping trips, also anything and everything in between. People think I am weird but I could be with my whole family everyday, life is so short and I would hate to waste my precious time here without them in it.  I love my family so much and have been so spoiled because we all live within minutes of each other, so I never take that for granted. My Gigi and Papa actually live 2 blocks away from my parents. :) I could of gone away and played sports for college, but stayed because I am a baby and didn't want to move away from them. I hate missing out on things!!! ha ha I love my Family and they all are so special to me.  Loves xoxo

Not everyone is pictured, but you get the idea <3

Day 25 of the 30 Day Challenge

Day 25: A Picture of my Day

Look at how beautiful the sky is today! Then look at how beautiful we are! haha ;)

These are some of the lovely ladies that I work with! They are seriously SOOOO awesome. When we arent working we love to have craft corner, watch movies, dress like we are from Jersey, and eat tons of FRO YO!!! Im so glad I made the transfer to this branch. Probably the best decision of my life. These girls are great and it makes coming to work worthwhile, no joke. I <3 my job. SHOUT TO MY BOOS CAIT and ALI CAT!

This is my BFF Kyle. He handles the big bucks. Sadly, he is leaving us to another branch and job title. He will be missed lots and lots, well kinda... We work side by side and he gets the work area a little messy... I finally had to put up a tape line saying, "Dont cross the line Kyle!" Hes probably super excited about the move because we harass him every chance we get. :)

 

Thats my day so far! Jeal?

Day 24 of the 30 Day Challenge

day24 - A picture of something you wish you could change

Im 5'2"... So stinkin' short. So if I could change something it would be my height. I would love to be 5'6", thats all. That way I wouldnt feel like a little person all the time and it might balance everything out. It probably would of helped me in sports too. Oh well. Ill be Itty bitty Whitty forever.

Day 23 of the 30 Day Challenge

day23 - A picture of your favorite book

I LOVE TWILIGHT!!! I actually love the whole series but Twilight is what sucked me into the obsession of Edward. I first heard of the book through my friend Jenni. I remember making fun of her when she came home for summer because she was obsessed with a book about Vampires. I thought how stupid, I would never read something like that. I dont know how or why but I purchased the book and could not put it down. I read all four books in under a months time. I remember reading on my lunch breaks, when I got home, and when I went to bed until 2 or so in the morning.... No joke. So I apologize JJ for making fun of you and your vampire books, I love them too. My roommmates get annoyed. Everytime a Twilight movie is on I record it. haha, it never gets old.

I <3 Edward!

Day 22 of the 30 Day Challenge!

day22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

I wish I were better at running. I hate running. It is probably the most unenjoyable thing ever. Its not out of laziness I swear. I could play sports NON stop and sweat my brains out and have the time of my life. I just really think running is sooo boring. You run and look straight ahead at a never ending finish line. I HATE IT! So that is one this I wish I were better at, and I promise I will try to not hate it so much.

Look at Reese, she is having the time of her life! Who smiles when the run? NOT ME!

Day 21 of the 30 Day Challenge

day21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget

                                                                   BEFORE LOOK

AFTER! uggh look how miserable i look.



The day I cut 14inches of hair off my head! Stupidest decision ever. And I get reminded daily when I look into the mirror! I keep telling myself it will grow and be long again... But at this current stage of hair length I feel like a soccer mom who should be driving a caravan.... grrrr I want my long locks back! (dont get me wrong... most people can totally rock the short hair, and i love it but i simply CANNOT!)

Day 20 of the 30 Day Challenge

DAY20-A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

I would love love love to go to the Vatican. The Vatican (Vatican City) is a separate state located within the city of Rome, Italy, that serves as the religious and administrative center of the Roman Catholic Church. It is the official home of the reigning Pope and the meeting place for the leaders, or cardinals, of the Church and is also recognized as its own Country. Being Catholic you always hear how beautiful,  Holy and Scared this place is. There is also so much history here. All the paintings on the ceilings were hand done that took years and years to complete. There are soooo many rooms and special things inside the Vatican. I wont ramble on, but I am just so amazed by it all. I wish I could post millions of pictures of this place, but this would probably be the longest post ever.

Sistine Chapel

The chapel has served as a place of both religious and functionary papal activity. Today it is the site of the Papal Concave, the process by which a new Pope is selected.

** Interesting Fact**

The Vatican museums are over 9 miles long, and it is said that if you spent only 1 minute admiring each painting it would take you 4 years to complete the circuit!

St. Peters Basilica

Easter Mass at the Vatican. How amazing is this? I hope someday to visit this Holy place and be apart of something so special and meaningful with such long lasting traditions.

Day 19 of the 30 Day Challenge

Day19 - A picture and a letter

These are treasures I tell ya. I am so glad I saved all these. Don't ask me why I thought I needed to, but
I don't regret it one bit! I have been laughing my butt off reading these. it totally takes me back to middle school, and I seriously remember everything that was written. We sound like such valley girls. If you notice in the pictures, Jenni really got into writing notes. Some were multiple pages long and she even displayed her fine art skills. With cell phones and texting going on now, i doubt kids know how to write notes or even fold them into origami style. :) ohhhhhh how I loved my childhood.

Day 18 of the 30 Day Challenge

Day 18: A picture of  your biggest insecurity

My weight. No matter what size, i am never content. Its disgusting and i wish i wasnt that way. Im losing weight, but never fast enough for my liking. Whatev. Ill get there. blah.

Day 17 of the 30 Day Challenge

day17 - A picture of someone that has made a huge impact on your life.

So many impact my life, but I would have to say my Momma. She is seriously the hardest working lady I know. She wakes up at the butt crack of dawn, goes to work, comes home, cleans the house spotless because she is super anal about cleanliness, then can work out in the yard until dark,. She has so much engery. My mom inspires me. Since the accident my mom has been the back bone of our family and i dont thank her nearly enough as i should. She has the best personality and can always make me laugh. Its funny... Now living out on my own people call me Lori junior. I promised myself i would never be a crazy clean freak, but i must admit we are too much alike. Personality too. I love my mom and I think its quiet the compliment for people to say i am just like her. I love you momma and thank you for all your laughs, love, and being the best mom a daughter and family could ask for.

 

Day 16 of the 30 Day Challenge

Day 16: A picture of a person who inspires you.

 
                 
                                                     

My Dad inspires me everyday. I cant even explain to you how much I love my Dad. He is the most loving, selfless, funny, and giving man I know. He has worked so hard for us and been the best provider for our family.

Our lives changed my Senior year on September 18th, 2004. My parents were in a head on collision. A lady under the influence crossed the center line and hit my parents head on going 60 mph. My mom suffered from minor injuries, and took on more of the emotional trauma of the accident. My Dad took most of the impact. He told my mom he didn't think he was going to make it and told her to tell us kids that he loved us kids so much. After being stuck in the car for over 30 minutes (they were coming home from Florence) he was rushed to Sacred Heart where he wasn't given much change of survival. He suffered from a crushed pelvis, an ankle broken in 30 places, his femur bone broke and pushing through his skin in his back, a compound fracture in his elbow that had broke completely through the skin. He also had to get a bone graph from his pelvis and put in place in his foot that was crushed. His ACL, PCL, MCL's were all torn, his siactic nerve was crushed causing chronic nerve pain and damage, leaving his other foot numb and the other one that was crushed is now fused, so now there is hardly any movement. This whole event is so surreal now. I cant believe we lived this. My Dad was in the ICU for 7 days, everyday was a miracle, his heart had stopped beating one time, so we took it day by day and everyday was a gift from God. He later spent 4 weeks on the rehabilitation floor. Where he did minimal sitting, mostly just laying and recovering the best he could. He later wasn't allowed to come home in his condition so he was moved to a rehabilitation home for ANOTHER 4 weeks. At this point my dad hadn't been home in over 2 months. He finally was able to come home after that miserable stay in that home. And when I say he was at home he was still in a hospital bed with around the clock care, that lasted that way from months on end. It has been a very long road with countless doctors appointments, surgeries after the long hospital stay, and the emotional toll we all took was so overwhelming. My dad was told he would never walk again. He spent 4 years in a wheel chair. As all of this sounds so horrible, I promise I am not trying to get a sympathy vote here I just needed to explain to you what my Dad and family has gone through and why my dad inspires me every day. He was told he would never walk and now he is without a wheelchair. Of course he cant walk long distances by any means, or even around the block but he can walk. He deals with intense, chronic pain EVERY SINGLE DAY and he never complains, never. My Dad is the strongest man who loves his family so much and would do anything for us. I love my Dad with my whole heart. By the Grace of God my parents are here today, and I am forever thankful. I love you Dad, you inspire me to be a better person. I hope one day to find a husband who is half than man you are... Lets be honest, nobody can compare to a girls Dad.

What was so hard was not having my Dad be able to watch me play Volleyball my Senior Year. He was my number one fan and pushed me in sports and made me the athelete that I was so of course I wished he could of been present every game. He got permission from Doctors to go to my Senior Night Game. That was so special to me because I know with how much pain he was in, he wanted to be there with his whole heart. After every game we all would go back to the hopsital and give him my stats and the play by play of the game so he wouldnt feel like he missed out.

This was about a month or so after the accident.

My Dad was unable to see me get crowned at the Homecoming Game so we relived it in the hospital for him :)

Senior Night Game

Prom, Look how great he looks. (8 months after the accident)

And here we all are, 7 years since the accident. We have come a long way, especially my mom and dad. I love you all.